www.Seelenkummer.de

Also ich hoffe das es niemanden stört wenn ich alles auf englisch schreibe da ich da meine Gefühle und Gedanken besser ausdrücken kann. Und verzeiht mir die Schimpfworte.



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Locked inside my head, wanna break free
Dreams of killin myself chasin me
Please come and rescue me
Only you're important, I see myself wastin me

I wanna tell ya my biggest wish
but I think thats nothin you can deal with
so I stay lonely with my thoughts
can't tell anyone thats because
my cousin is dead and I just wanna hold you
keep this inside my head and I don't show you
Everythings fucked up, but thats not what I told you

I hardly can hide the feelings from you
maybe you already know 'em, what can I do
please help me on this 'cause I'm drownin
I can't tell you this but I'm tryin to keep myself around
The fuck am I, sometimes I wish I were someone different
suicide thoughts, you keep me away from slippin
How can I live without you, I really don't know
can't control myself, can you tell me what I gotta do

You keep tellin me I'm a crazy guy
weird and sick in the head but you don't ask why
Because I lost the hope and joy of livin
I want myself dead, I'm suicide drivin
Taste the pain to feel alive, can't tell this anyone
don't see love growin, depressive thoughts always won
You keep buggin me, do you want to see me wasted
to give the fault to you, wanna see the thoughts I've tasted
You don't want that, believe me
Deal with this shit and tell me its easy
deal with emotions you never heard of
Y'all don't really know me so take the word off
Sometimes I take everything against me
Fuckin with this sick mind, lookin where the change be


(c) by Dark Soul

Respekt....

Ex

Danke
Sowas schreibe ich schon sehr lange.
So kann ich halt besser wiedergeben was ich denke und fühle.

Look back upon your life
Was it really worth the effort
What have you got to prove
That you were really among the living

Death will surely come
What you do in between is your thing
So get a fucking grip
If respect is what you want

Look forwards, not behind
You can't change the past in the present
Where will you be in one years time
if you change your future present.. now!

If you need a push off the cliff,
your life will be over, your chances gone,
all that remains is remembrance,
the only thing you cannot change is your future, if you have none

Das dunkelrot-gedruckte is der Basissatz, die Aussage des Gedichts, verfasst von Athera, Susperia, 2002.
Den Rest habe ich mir erlaubt dazuzudichten, da diese Aussage eine sehr wichtige Nachricht transportiert die ich fuer lesenswert erachte.
Ninn

Das ist gut !
Regt irgendwie zum Nachdenken an.

Ja, manchmal ist es besser vom vorsichtigen Herantasten direkt zum "Arschtritt ins Leben" ueberzugehen wenn jemand Hilfe benoetigt.